tianyi & bae

I was fucking there, I was by your side the whole time. You could have told me, you could have told me you were afraid of love.

see, it's not in the past.

wasn't that ages ago ? do i really have to explain now when it was my kid self who did that ?

I want to know.

No

I need to know.

well why would i bother explain if you won't trust what i have to say ?

Try to explain, we'll see if I believe you or not.

the truth is pretty simple. i was scared so why would i tell you that, the one making me scared ? and then i ran away, that's it.

that's all there is to it. kids make mistakes all the time.

You don't think I was afraid? I was in love with you when I had never felt that way about anyone else, at least not as strongly.