Felix & Lloyd

I don't think I'm sad or that I feel bad, but it's nice of you to be concerned. However, that means you're not well, right ?

Are you afraid that people won't want you if you don't seem calm ?

No, I'm not well. I'm afraid people won't want me, period. I don't feel any confidence right now. But, well... I shouldn't talk about that, right? You're supposed to be the best version of yourself on a dating app. Create desire.

Isn't creating a desire for an image that is not the one you see every day, whether in the worst of times or the best of times, deceptive?

Of course it is. Dating apps are the mere definition of deceptive things. Yet we seek for it, because once more, it sells dreams and hopes. Something close to perfection and idealization.

But then again, I know what you're looking for and not what you need, so I can't even know if I should better be myself, awful and miserable to the moment, or the usual happy-Felix everyone knows. Maybe I've waited enough, now, you can tell me.

It all depends on whether you want me to see you as everyone else sees you or to see you as a guy I would like to get into bed ?

That's a good question. I still don't really know what I want, but I do need to have confort and affection.
Although, are you saying you would rather get into bed with someone lost, confused and possibly depressed, than with someone smiling, happy and optimist? You have weird kink, mister Lloyd.

I'm not sure if I'm the one for you if you want affection and comfort. But you could say I have strange kink.

Comfort and affection can be found in lots of different places you know. Maybe you would be surprised.
Any other warnings I should know? Before I decide how I want you to see me

Nothing I can't tell you in messages, I guess. But you can already decide what you want to show me if we meet.